Current mood:

indifferent

First entry of the new year...
It's officially 2005 in Texas now. :) I came back from Abby's so I could be with my parents and precious baby Kimberly at midnight. Precious pictures were taken, but they're still on the digital camera. <33

Had fun with Abby. We went and saw "Lemony Snickets's A Series of Unfortunate Events" and I thought it was a good movie. Odd and made me wanna cry at times, but a good movie. <33 We accidentally told my dad to be there thirty minutes earlier than the movie ended on accident (we miscalculated), so I felt terrible when we got out and he had been waiting...I'm just now getting over that and it happened at 6:00...and that's only because I apolgized like twenty times, even though he insisted it was okay. I felt like a terrible daughter.

Then I went over to Abby's for a few hours. We made big huge ice cream sundaes that were yummy. <33 Then we went upstairs and felt pathetic for not having boyfriends. XD Then we felt pathetic for feeling pathetic about not having boyfriends since as I said before, we logically know that we don't want them. What we want is Christian guy friends who we're close enough to that we could just talk to them anytime. So close that we could mutually respect each other and just be great friends and was just basically perfect...then we said that such a guy did not exist...and ate our ice cream and listened to sappy love songs to feel even more pathetic.

And she had this sparkling lemonade stuff that looks like champagne; it's in a champagne-like bottle with a cork, and when you open it, it pops and overflows and has that fizzy-like thing going on...but it was cool. XD So we drank that and played Scene It until 7:30...and we dubbed 7:30 to be our New Years because I had to leave before midnight. XD It was great fun. Then we watched Princess Diaries 2...then I came home. I felt terrible about leaving her, but I wanted to be with my parents for New Years and such...yeah. I felt like such a bad person today, it's terrible. XD Whether or not I really did something bad is irrelevant. I'll still feel like a terrible person regardless. ;)

Then I realized how much I wish I could know what my parents said about me to each other when I'm not there. I mean, I'm not saying I think they bash me or anything, but I think they're under the impression that I'm an unhappy teenager with eating problems. O_O Which isn't true. I get this impression because my mom always harps on me about not eating enough and my dad nudges me to get out more. I do eat enough; I eat when I'm hungry, and I only skip breakfast if I'm SLEEPING, and even then, I make up for it later. I know they mean well, but to them it probably just sounds like denial. O_O I think they plan out who says what when. Lol. I will admit my dad's right that I should probably get out more (my mom says it occasionally too; they split it up)...I think they think I'm unhappy or something. o.O But I'm perfectly content. Lol. But I am making a New Years Resolution for the first time in my life because of me and my dad's conversation in the car on the way home: making a bigger effort to be more involved in the lives of my friends as well as activities at school. Lets see how well I follow through.

Well, I may play Final Fantasy VII for awhile, or I may go to bed...if I went to bed, the sad thing is it would be the earliest I've gone to bed all break, and it's New Years Eve. ;) Or rather, New Years Morning now. Hee. I'll see which I choose when I get off. <33

Happy New Years!!!!!!!!